I'll be straight with you...I'm going to be pretty anon on here...it's kind of the reason why I'm doing it in the first place. I wanna get out my feelings and experiences without having to worry about anyone being hurt or offended, or ruining my rep with people.

I'm nervous about whether tomorrow will happen as I have planned. I haven't received any confirmation as to whether or not it will and a phone call which I have heavily anticipated for this evening should (hopefully) clear up the situation for me...here's hoping.

I really need this day tomorrow. I've been really down for the past little while and I know that * will really perk me up...* always does ...I'm just concerned that my feelings for * are getting way above themselves and I'm absolutely petrified that they will make themselves known...forcing * to probably run a million miles.

If only things were 'normal'...but then again, define normal...lol

I don't think such things exist.

I'm hoping that by having an anon blog on here (and hopefully get myself some online peeps to chat with on here) that I should calm down obsessive nature and "go with the flow" a little...overall it'd make me a far more attractive prospect and save me from premature ageing through stress and anxiety...

Anyway, I'm going to head now because work beckons (damn the backshift...lol)

If anyone wants to comment, or send me a message, please feel free...

I look forward to hearing from anyone

TC,